I suggest there may be a bigger picture than you are allowing yourself to see. They don't call it "The Show" for nothin.

As for "trust," you shouldn't trust me. Trust is the opposite of Critical Thinking. However, my assessment of the situation shouldn't be dismissed just because it doesn't align with your biases. If you think I'm wrong because of reasons (i.e. if you have doubts based on the process of reason) then voice your reasons. Doing it based on bias will not advance your awakening, but rather keeps you stuck in The Matrix.