I am so sorry. I understand your sadness and anger.
I don't even DARE to tell my own love ones about this site because I don't want self fulfilling prophecy.
I have resigned to being sad because no one listened to me when they knew I have the info. They knew this yet they refused to listen. I basically left the state and moved 2000 miles away and resigned to love them from a distance. They were all adults and they decided to take their own poison pills.
Let go and let God. Hopefully they will learn before too late.
By the way, I am the only Christian in the family.
I can't tell them either... I went through a patch of being very very pissed off at all of them. For taking it, for convincing others I love to take, for badgering me then ghosting me for not taking it.
To witness our decades and in some cases a lifelong relationships through thick & thin just snipped off like it meant NOTHING has been jarring and incredibly hurtful- and I have a thick skin. "You hurt my feelings" is so ghey and used way too much... but man, here I am. Lol.
The anger I had came from that hurt, fear, frustration, guilt & sadness. I still have all those feelings but not the anger.
Let go and let God. It helps. My family are all atheists. Cannot tell them any difference and they refused to listen. I rest my case that as an adult, you make your own choices and deal with the consequences. They were all adults.
So far no one has succumb to anything just yet so I hope the batch they took might not have side-effects. It's probably Hopium but we can always hope.
I am so sorry. I understand your sadness and anger.
I don't even DARE to tell my own love ones about this site because I don't want self fulfilling prophecy.
I have resigned to being sad because no one listened to me when they knew I have the info. They knew this yet they refused to listen. I basically left the state and moved 2000 miles away and resigned to love them from a distance. They were all adults and they decided to take their own poison pills.
Let go and let God. Hopefully they will learn before too late.
By the way, I am the only Christian in the family.
I can't tell them either... I went through a patch of being very very pissed off at all of them. For taking it, for convincing others I love to take, for badgering me then ghosting me for not taking it.
To witness our decades and in some cases a lifelong relationships through thick & thin just snipped off like it meant NOTHING has been jarring and incredibly hurtful- and I have a thick skin. "You hurt my feelings" is so ghey and used way too much... but man, here I am. Lol.
The anger I had came from that hurt, fear, frustration, guilt & sadness. I still have all those feelings but not the anger.
Bless you, my friend.
Let go and let God. It helps. My family are all atheists. Cannot tell them any difference and they refused to listen. I rest my case that as an adult, you make your own choices and deal with the consequences. They were all adults.
So far no one has succumb to anything just yet so I hope the batch they took might not have side-effects. It's probably Hopium but we can always hope.
Hope is good ❤️
Bless you too