I had a very similar experience. Sudden realization that the world was not as I thought it was, head spinning, heart racing, total panic. God was my savior in that moment as well, remembering that God was good and gave me his grace.
Without having first had your blackpill experience, you might not have been open to the redpill.
Q discusses this in some of his posts. Essentially what Q implies, and what we are seeing, is a slow redpill. First, the normies must begin to doubt their own reality, little by little, very slowly. They must begin to question their leaders and the media and the FBI and the IRS. The stage must be set for them to believe the truth when it is shown to them, the truth that the world is not all good and their leaders have been lying to them for a long time. That way the fall is not so far and the landing is not so hard. They will be more ready to except the truth then they would be without first being primed.
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I had a very similar experience. Sudden realization that the world was not as I thought it was, head spinning, heart racing, total panic. God was my savior in that moment as well, remembering that God was good and gave me his grace.
Without having first had your blackpill experience, you might not have been open to the redpill.
Q discusses this in some of his posts. Essentially what Q implies, and what we are seeing, is a slow redpill. First, the normies must begin to doubt their own reality, little by little, very slowly. They must begin to question their leaders and the media and the FBI and the IRS. The stage must be set for them to believe the truth when it is shown to them, the truth that the world is not all good and their leaders have been lying to them for a long time. That way the fall is not so far and the landing is not so hard. They will be more ready to except the truth then they would be without first being primed.