OK, it might take me awhile to look for some good links, although I am sure the search will be useful. A lot of the above is a mental compilation of things I have been experiencing and reading over a lifetime. Lately I have been thinking about possibly writing a book about my experiences particularly with Narcissism, although I have heard it is too difficult to get published unless you are a celebrity, so maybe I will have to be more pedestrian and attempt to start a blog someday before I die.