You’re looking for your worth in all the wrong places. God created you in His image. You have a body, but whether it is male or female, straight or bi - it has a soul that was created to seek the Creator. The enemy will try to distract us from that truth by everything that is “of the flesh”. You haven’t found the satisfaction and happiness you envisioned because your soul still hasn’t connected with God. He loves you and wants a relationship with you. He will clear up your confusion and give you purpose that goes beyond your physical reality. To know Him is to find peace.