Father, you were a damn good provider. Your work ethic is one I and many others pray to have. You were a good father, even in times I didn't acknowledge it. You put things aside whenever I was in need. Even in your old age and your poor health you pushed your body to the limit even when others offered to help. They don't raise them like they raised you in today's world, and I hope that changes soon.
You're in God's hands, and I pray one day soon I'll be financially free, so you'll never have to worry about me ever again.
RIP 🙏
After my daughter died, my 12 year old son, who was in the gifted student program, on the honor role, popular, talented, kind, went away mentally and started down a road of self destruction. He was an artist and stopped drawing. He stopped talking and made new friends who were troubled
The long and the short of it was I spent 15 years in terror and in constant prayer. He's been clean for 8 years, is very successful in his career, is a wonderful husband and father. He told me just this week that when he quit drinking, it had been a spiritual awakening. He awoke one morning and just said no more.
Never give up. Ask God for help. There is hope and a bright future. I am very sure your grandmother is praying for you too.
Oh, I do agree.