I started taking them as soon as I got them. I feel relieved, sadly. I can’t help but feel relieved, guilty and also defeated because I let big pharma take hold of my mental health. It feels bad man. I want to taper off of them asap but I don’t know what I can replace my antidepressants with and I am terrified to have an episode again. Before I was medicated I was having episodes daily. They calmed down after I got an SSRI. 5 days without them and I had an episode and it was by far the worst breakdown I’ve had. I stressed my boyfriend out to the max because he was the one trying to calm me down. Feels really bad man.
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Where do I get them?
Good question. It's all about who you know and who your friends know. The amount of people who do that or MJ would surprise you. Or if you have a green thumb, get some spores and start growing them yourself. Spores are apparently easy to get ahold of, but growing takes a little time and lots of sanitation. If you're in a state where they're legal that makes it a lot easier for you. Or if you're close to a state that has them legalized then take a road trip and pick up a good amount to last you awhile. Realistically about 0.1-0.2 grams a day is all you would need to uplift your mood, so a gram would last you roughly 10 days. But everyone reacts different and a little experimenting would help you figure out the proper dosage. For me, who's a pretty big guy (6'3, 250) about 1.5-2g gets me to the trippy stage so dose accordingly. Also psylobin (scientific name for MM, can't remember how to spell it lol) is supposed to be great for brain health and keeps your neurons firing while you're using them in a positive way.