I've been trying to distance myself a bit from the site, as I tend to get this way, a bit doomy, after spending too much time on here. Maybe it's the change in weather too- cloudy and wet.
I guess we all need breaks at times. If I didn't have God, I'd be totally lost.
Proverbs 3 4&5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will straighten thy path.