I really believe there is some truth to what you are speaking. I’ve spent most of my life with treatment resistant depression, suicidal, and so stressed out about everything all the time. Serious OCD, ADHD, and it used to take me hours just to do a simple task because I was always worried about everything, and I mean everything. I had no confidence so I had to double triple quadruple check the instructions while trying to complete even a simple task of baking.

Since I started my ketamine treatments, returned back to the Lord, and have found a new life, it feels great to not care. It just feels awesome to not care about everything, all the time! It was exhausting, and tormenting. For the first time in my life I don’t have to psycho analyze everything, and care about every stupid little thing in the world.

But you’re right… Because now I say I don’t care anymore. I don’t care anymore about a lot of things, because yes it was emotionally exhausting. When I finally started to come back around to reality in this world, I really got sucked in with all the politics and I’ve always known about the cabal and the illuminati, but it was so in your face the last couple years.

I can finally come here now, read a few posts, and then get on with my day in my life without it affecting me negatively. So there are times now, when I kind of have to talk myself into caring about some thing, with the risk of it actually hurting a little.

Thank you for pointing that out because it kind of awakened me to another perspective on my zero fucks to give attitude!