Oh, I never thought you meant it in a negative way, but I do get your side of it. When you grew up a certain way, it usually sticks with you through life. I think we all have our own unique ways of coping with situational things. I tend to get worked up, then settle down for a while, rinse and repeat. Being awake when others are not, is pretty tough. Most do not want to wake up which makes it all the more difficult when you try to red pill someone. 9/11 all these years later should be an easy wakeup call, yet people do not want to see it.