I'm struggling.

And to cope, I (ab)use substances, like alcohol, weed and other stuff.

I want to get out, but I'm not ready to accept Jesus as my saviour, because I... well... It's complicated.

I DO accept Jesus as what he is, and that he saves People, a lot.

But...

For the moment, I won't be able to respond to comments in this post, because I'm heading to bed, pretty wasted.

I don't know where this thread will take me, but here we go.

Please, I'd rather not be encouraged to put all my faith in Jesus etc.

I do believe in the Creator, though...

Btw, GAW community...

Thank you for being here the last couple of years.

Edit: Wow, thank you for all your support! I‘ll read all of it and will certainly get back to you all. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻