Well, how to put this...
🧘Mental/Physical Health 🏋🏼♂️
I'm struggling.
And to cope, I (ab)use substances, like alcohol, weed and other stuff.
I want to get out, but I'm not ready to accept Jesus as my saviour, because I... well... It's complicated.
I DO accept Jesus as what he is, and that he saves People, a lot.
But...
For the moment, I won't be able to respond to comments in this post, because I'm heading to bed, pretty wasted.
I don't know where this thread will take me, but here we go.
Please, I'd rather not be encouraged to put all my faith in Jesus etc.
I do believe in the Creator, though...
Btw, GAW community...
Thank you for being here the last couple of years.
Edit: Wow, thank you for all your support! I‘ll read all of it and will certainly get back to you all. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
„Black Mirror in my pocket“ - this resonated very strongly with me.
Indeed, my mobile phone is a gateway for so much mind-poison…
Btw, just answering „randomly“ here and there to comments for the moment.
I‘ll follow up with a more thorough answer. It‘s much to digest atm, but in a good way, and I can feel how something stirred in me and my divine side/connection to God starting to wake up.
We forget that NONE of our forefathers had this tool in hand. It's completely unprecedented and requires a lot of personal discipline and self awareness to use it for good and not, as you say, self poisoning.