"Why do I need to know".
Obviously, you do NOT need to "know". As Q said, the choice is yours.
You chose to use your present, perhaps your last, to be here, to click on this post, read/watch it then post as if YOU lacked agency.
Perhaps consider shifting from a Plato Cave dwellers passive " external locus of control" framing of existence to a real world active "internal locus of control" framing?
" Let me know".
That's your mission; a mission that can't be subcontracted to strangers despite what the death cult's programmers say.
"Why do I need to know". Obviously, you do NOT need to "know". As Q said, the choice is yours.
You chose to use your present, perhaps your last, to be here, to click on this post, read/watch it then post as if YOU lacked agency.
Perhaps consider shifting from a Plato Cave dwellers passive " external locus of control" framing of existence to a real world active "internal locus of control" framing?
" Let me know". That's your mission; a mission that can't be subcontracted to strangers despite what the death cult's programmers say.