I've put myself in their shoes (this post is from a theoretical position. I am not jabbed in reality). I got jabbed, and now I have to watch other people who got jabbed begin collapsing of heart failure. I now have to wonder when it's my turn.
I look at those who refused the jab and I hate them. I hate them not because of them, but because I wish I were them. I outwardly ridicule them, but inwardly I want to be them.
I exist in a state of constant fear, but I cannot consciously blame those responsible because then I'd have to admit I was wrong. I cannot.
So instead, I ridicule those who refused to comply. My conscious mind believes they're worthy of my ire, but subconsciously I know they are better than me. Stronger. More intelligent. And I hate them for it.
This kind of explains a few people in my life who seem to be treating me coldly lately not right after knowing I did not take the jab (they were fine in the beginning) but in the past few months - perhaps when they started hearing about the bad things, and now the resent me for being the one not taking it.
I'm sorry to hear that, fren. Same thing here.
Sucks. Someone I care about greatly recently told me she hates my guts. All I did was check in on her and to tell her what's going on. She blew up on me. I was perplexed for a time.