I had to read this drop three times and will likely read it again. I have noticed a tension building over the past couple of months, not that it wasn't or hasn't been building since the election was stolen. The vitriol, the anger, the desperation, the tension tonight is palpable. Did you ever develop a sense of foreboding, and eerie chill, over something? It has happened to me before, and it is hard to describe. It is happening again, although this time there is a strange sense of calm in the background. Tomorrow, I'll get up and go to work, and have a lesson planned for the students regarding practical uses of Trigonometry, and on any other day it would be mundane - but as each day progresses toward the midterms, I am becoming calmer and more calculating. Something is going to happen. Apprehension is a fascinating human condition, and I am presently smack dab in the middle of it.
I feel like i did on those long rides on the way to some high risk k9 search. U focus on what you have to do, rehearse it in your head. Safety checks, the dogs current state etc. but there is a pit in your stomach and it turns you a bit stoney. Not emotional at all. That's how I feel at the moment, there is danger lurking.
I had to read this drop three times and will likely read it again. I have noticed a tension building over the past couple of months, not that it wasn't or hasn't been building since the election was stolen. The vitriol, the anger, the desperation, the tension tonight is palpable. Did you ever develop a sense of foreboding, and eerie chill, over something? It has happened to me before, and it is hard to describe. It is happening again, although this time there is a strange sense of calm in the background. Tomorrow, I'll get up and go to work, and have a lesson planned for the students regarding practical uses of Trigonometry, and on any other day it would be mundane - but as each day progresses toward the midterms, I am becoming calmer and more calculating. Something is going to happen. Apprehension is a fascinating human condition, and I am presently smack dab in the middle of it.
I feel like i did on those long rides on the way to some high risk k9 search. U focus on what you have to do, rehearse it in your head. Safety checks, the dogs current state etc. but there is a pit in your stomach and it turns you a bit stoney. Not emotional at all. That's how I feel at the moment, there is danger lurking.