The scripture that says “if you love the world, the love of the Father is not in you” constantly goes off in my head. I seriously want to stop fighting against this world. I just keep thinking of the people. Them, us, suffering to a tyrannical system. Bent on control and submission to the population. They want us as slaves. And Satan at the wheel. And I want to fight against it so much. But I feel it’s in vain. For we cannot fight these battles. We can have righteous acts and decisions, yes. But vengeance is His. It’s Gods. Our energy is wasted on things we cannot control. It feels like defeat. But I know it isn’t, because in the end God wins. And I’m with Jesus. So I’ll win too. But today, tomorrow...2 years from now and on...I just feel I’m fighting the wrong battles. Not giving it to the Lord as I say I am. I really don’t know what to do, but I know what I NEED to do. And I need to get better at it.

So whatever happens friends, today, tonight, tomorrow, whenever...I’m glad I have these forums. I’m thankful to have met and conversed with many of you. And no matter what, there are righteous acts in finding truth, and I’ll always be apart of that. God is truth. Our lord and Savior Jesus Christ is. Just gotta take a deep breath, now that we are good in our salvation with Jesus, and just one day at a time. I feel many, several hours from now, may be very disappointed. And I hope you have Jesus in your life. We just gotta keep a focus, and fight the good fight. Place Him over all else. It’s what’s important. We gonna be fine. In the end, we win. And it’s a promise from God. The only one whose promises are guaranteed.

With love friends.