I’m hugely disappointed because of the dystopia that will befall us over the next few years.
But deep down, part of me just wanted to be right. I wanted that reassurance for myself. I wanted to blast away on social media for everyone to see that, “I was right! I’m not crazy. So give me kudos.” Or something similar.
I believe we will win. Good and God will win. We just have more to slog through than I had hoped. Keep your red pill canons firing!
I should take my time and read through the important parts of the Bible to understand it better, definitely.
And of the first four books of the New Testament is a good start, but I think John is the best (but that might be because it's a little deeper than the others; the book of Mathew was written by a tax collector and is more of a straight record of the life of Jesus) Aside from the Bible, a really good book that virtually proves Jesus is who He said he was, is Lee Strobel's "The Case For Christ", which I just saw had been made into a movie in 1917 (Google is good sometimes :) ).