Ever since Q's latest "Ascension" post I'm going through that with my third eye right now. That's the best way I can describe it.
I've got the spasms and jitters, thoughts are coming and going so fast I feel like I'm gonna puke, my heart is racing, and I keep having big "revelations" about how the physical world is stitched together, in both a literal and figurative sense. I'm physically sick because I don't have any way to write it all down or tell anyone what I see in my head. It's like language fails me and I get super bummed knowing there's no way to just show people what I see as clearly as the nose in front of my face. I wanna just clutch my head and scream, to be honest with you.
It's really frustrating...
I get this way sporadically, mind you. I gots the narcolepsy real bad, and sometimes I manage to dream while I'm awake. I don't get full-blown hallucinations, but things get surreal, I "see people's real faces" when I look at them like I've never seen them before and can't recognize family members, and every dream I've had suddenly becomes accessible to call upon.
Let me explain that last part.
You know how you can't ever really remember a dream? Well, sometimes you can, but they sorta just fade away after a while and you gotta write them down before they get lost?
Yeah, sometimes that "barrier" between my real memories and dream memories just takes a vacation and I can call on dream memories like normal memories. I sometimes have to audit my memories to remind myself certain dream events didn't really happen. It is not a comfortable experience.
Well, I'm going through that right now and it's not letting up. I don't know if White Hats fired up some sorta new-age machine or turned off the Cabal's suppression machines a-la Era of Light crazy theories, but something is going on right now where I can't turn off the dream state.
I figure the timing with the Q post, something is going on. Maybe it's just me. I know I'm crazy, but sometimes this brand of crazy lends itself to some seriously spiritual revelations, so I can't exactly say it's a bad thing.
Anyways...
Anyone else feelin' it right now?
Is this the "Awakening" part of the show? Maybe I'm just having an episode unrelated to everything else? Don't know for sure, but things sure do feel trippy right now.
I’ve seen very realistic images of faces of people I’ve never met before too. Every time I become aware of it, I try and relax and open up to try and obtain more information. It usually dissipates and I’ll open my eyes with a smile. It’s not just when I’m sleeping either. Even if I shut my eyes for a few seconds, it’ll happen. I find it very cool and it gives me an overwhelming feeling of being connected.
You got it backwards. I gain a limited version of prosopagnosia, face blindness.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prosopagnosia
People I know and recognize lose facial recognition. It's like I'm seeing people like my dad for the first time. I can easily piece together who I'm looking at because of all the other factors that go into being who they are, but I see the face with such vivid detail that it's like I've never seen them before.
Interesting. Maybe I’m talking crazy here, but maybe you could be a “sender” and I’m a “receiver” on a spiritual plane? Who knows but I’m excited to find out.