Today, my heart rate is elevated and I don't like it. Never again.
Today is my first official day sober with the intent of never going back. Ever onward.
To the other patriots who have also quit, hats off to ya. I'm right behind ya.
Today, my heart rate is elevated and I don't like it. Never again.
Today is my first official day sober with the intent of never going back. Ever onward.
To the other patriots who have also quit, hats off to ya. I'm right behind ya.
It helps me appreciate what I already have. enough is enough, ya know. I can really get into my knitting and just let go of the chaos for a while. In all fairness it is all God but it is also like the word of God because it couldn't exist if God hadn't spoken it. I dunno if it is good or bad, like really know. I have brought myself to a level of tolerance though so that could really be all that it is... I do get antsy pants without it.. I smoke ciggs like a freight train anymore. I had quit that for a few years too. I am trusting the science! Use my failures as a learning opportunity!
Well, whenever you decide to get back up on whatever wagon you choose, you've got my support.
Much appreciated!
I wanted to comment on the science and logic thing! I feel like that lead me to God.
Evolution... In a completely random chance for existence caused by a physics denying blip floating through space on a rock akin to completely uninhabitable specimens just neatly placed to support something that is capable of adapting to its environment over time. Too many coincidences for me. AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!! A monkey stumbles onto consciousness and can harness it long enough to contemplate its very existence negating all of that precursor information that drove the very existence of life for millions of years?? I mean..... Is that not more farfetched than God or what? BOXING SHRIMP WHAT MORE DO YOU NEED? PISTOL SHRIMP??!!! COME ON!
Hahahahahahaha yeah, you've got a good point.
You know what boggles my mind? Fruit.
Yea! How would a plant know how to make part of it desirable as food in order to complete it's mating cycle? Like seriously..... I have watched, with eyes capable of taking in information to a system that can hold that information, at least partially, cooking shows my entire life, I have put it to practical application, experimented.... Gordan Ramsey would shoot me if he were ever subject to one of my meals, I imagine that would be the general consensus. But... PLANTS.. FROM THEIR INSIDES!!!!! Water and poop!!!!!!! SUNLIGHT! In just the right place. Sure man tweaked it to suit our needs of globalization of anything for a profit but the animals before man didn't mind what they had. Nectar attracts all sorts of critters. Like how did life have time to figure any of that out? How did it build the internal complexes necessary to understand how to change? Why it needed to change? Seriously! I apologize but man!