Recently there have been so many signs and so much time to figure out my role in A Great Awakening. Yesterday a lightbulb went off in my head about the demonic attacks on my personal relationships. I’ve been living a life where I don’t allow myself to be vulnerable with the people I love because of resentment and feeling unheard. I think a lot of our problems stem from never feeling heard and I let myself paint people I love as being negative when they are just communicating in a way that someone who feels invisible would. They’ve tried to separate families through Political Ideologies, Through Class, THROUGH RELIGION. I’ve never stopped to just listen, I allow myself to be immature and not get down to someone’s humanity because of my personal beliefs and the visceral reaction to “Bad Opinions.” But I’ve never asked, “why did you come to that conclusion?” because I’ve fallen victim to creating enemies in my mind. I’m not saying there’s no room to extenguish TRUE EVIL. I’m just saying we have a lot of people in our lives who started out with strong moral compasses and have been shouted down or have felt unheard. This is how we create enemies. We allow a level of programmed resentment to eat away at our personal relationships. With all that being said, I just realized…

I WILL NOT PLAY YOUR GAME ANYMORE. I love my family, my community, my country. This is part of my Great Awakening. I need to be more quick to listen and slow to speak. VULNERABILITY extinguishes resentment, and it breaks down walls to allow us to learn. I will soften my heart and also go “deathcon 3 on the evil in this world”

I LOVE YOU ALL AND WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS. YOU ARE IMPORTANT.