Dec. 5th, 2022 3:44AM
I woke up with a sour stomach and felt lead to read my Bible and pray. I asked God what He wanted me to know, do or understand. He lead me to the first three chapters of Jeremiah.
In the first two chapters, God has the prophet Jeremiah tell the people of Israel about how they forsook and turned their backs on God to chase after foreign gods and idols made from their own hands and worship them instead of Him as a prostitute would and do vile and evil deeds. He told about how because the people turned away from God to do these things and only cried out to God for help when things got really bad, He withheld His blessings and His help and even the rains. They had neglected God otherwise as God wanted their devotion and their hearts. God wanted their love, obedience and a relationship with them all the time not just during their hour of need and trial.
Because the people had rejected God except when things got bad, God rejected them, for God is a jealous God and wants our whole hearts not just part of the time.
Chapter 3;3,4 Therefore the showers have been withheld and no spring rains have fallen. Yet you have the brazen look of a prostitute:
You refuse to blush with shame. 4)Have you not just called me: ‘My Father, my friend from my youth.’
It brought to mind something that happened over 32 years ago. I was in a date with an old boyfriend downtown Seattle. I had grown quite promiscuous and had been seeking the love I had so lacked and so desperately needed at home growing up as a kid with no guidance from an abusive home.
We were walking down the sidewalk holding hands when a homeless man jumped out in front of us from out of nowhere and began yelling at me. He kept repeating over and over.
“You’d better start blushing girl! You’d better start blushing!”
It made no sense to me then and he kept challenging my boyfriend to fight him and darting back and forth into doorways in front of us. We ignored him and continued walking away. As we were walking away from him, he yelled at me. “I’ve got nobody, nowhere, nothing!”
We just assumed he was either just another druggie or mentally disturbed or both. My own dad spent over twenty five years as a homeless alcoholic and would often go on yelling rants such as this, so this just like my dad made no sense to me at the time.
Just now though reading Jeremiah, it suddenly made sense. I think that man may have actually been a prophet who appeared as a homeless man so that I could relate and I missed it. I think he was telling me that I should be ashamed of my actions in how I turned my back in God, my first love whom I had chosen at just five years old.
I was so sinful in chasing my own willful lusts and desires that I had turned my back on God. That man was warning me. I didn’t listen and I paid the price. Over the next few years I lost one job after another, one boyfriend after another, three apartments, totaled my car, lost my first two pregnancies out of wedlock, had to turn to extended family for a place to stay and friends from church as I wasn’t welcome at my parents because I was my real dad’s kid not because of any crime, drug or horrible act though I had been diagnosed as bipolar when I was nineteen and I’m sure I was a handful and a half for my mom and stepdad with rollercoaster moods.
God wants our whole heart, love and devotion all the time, not just when times are bad.
Some of the things man turns to to replace God that steal away our live and devotion to Him and become idols are:
Idols made of wood, clay, metal and stone and plastic
Foreign gods and other religions
Celebrities-actors, singers, musicians, magicians, sports games and players
Fame
Lust, sex, abortion (sacrifice to Moloch)
Sexual immorality, perversion, depravity, homosexuality
Beauty in man’s eyes
Drugs and Alcohol, partying
Wealth, money
Fancy buildings, homes and cars
Jewels
Fancy clothes
Careers
Clicky Friends
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When we turn to any of these things as our go to priority and forget God, we cannot expect to be blessed, helped, protected, healed, lead or guided. We can no longer hear His voice. He wants to be first, NOT an afterthought when we are in trouble. God will NOT be mocked and when we put Him last, it is mocking Him. Return to God!!! Put Him first and He will bless, protect, lead, guide, direct you.
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u/callmejuls rainbows is talking about Matthew 18:1-5 And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever takes the lowly position of this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.
She isnt being literal rather talking in a sense of how she tries to live. Try to see past the rough edges
Sis she was just playing around being silly. It does sound silly when someone says they are 8 but are older in earth years. Surely u gotta realise this. U have taken zero time getting to know juls, u just jumped straight into your own testimony and testing her. Nothing I said was mean. The rough edges part wasnt about u directly rather it was about the overall discussion. U really gotta stop labeling people like u do(jerk, clown, fools, despicable, nasty, shameful. U make alot of assumptions about peooles hearts and often they arent correct. You do to others what u ask not to be done to you.
Well, pay Close Attention to THIS = My IRL-friends I have never, & would NEVER call them any such terrible behaviors. Why? - Because EACH in fact Relate to each other & me as Wonderful & Positive & Constructive & Happy & TRUE christian Friends = the way Jesus encouraged my own development as a Preschooler..
However, to continue saying "Aawww, aren't you CUTE treating me like a piece of shit", would Not be good.
Ok I will have some other thoughts/questions but let's start here. So you are saying there is a culture difference. So how do we prevent these from happening and ensure both sides are fairly treated. She didnt mean to come across in a negative light and u were born in a different culture that views things differently. So how do we move forward. Who's culture ways get to lead the way.