God hasn’t forsaken you. Never. You’ve been hit with challenges, for sure. I’m sorry about all that. I’m happy to hear about your new dog! I know it’s hard to meet people, especially if you’re doing things that are kind of typically male oriented. What about a church related thing? Hit up garage sales if there are any in your area. You can find good tools cheap. I bought a sweet Dremel scroll saw recently for basically nothing. People move, they want to get rid of things. It’s just a good resource right now for saving money. But I know it isn’t easy. I’m on that same path and you just can’t give up. I almost got married in the marine corps and wasted a ton of money on a ring and then got jitters and called it off but it was because I knew she wasn’t the one. And then it’s like.. wading through mud trying to meet people and date and one day I decided to count my blessings and just stop the madness. I have a dog that hogs the bed, too. I just think people like us need to keep an open mind, work on positivity, our bodies, minds and our faith. We’ll be ok.