I'm having a lot of trouble figuring out what's movie and what's real. I see stuff like Pfizer or CDC info leaking out that the shots cause clots, but then the jackass "J6 committee" believing they have enough to make criminal referrals to arrest Trump. We know the left will salivate over that, that's not going to wake them up. We saw Katie Hobbs threaten to arrest one of the guys that can certify the election, for no reason whatsoever, and he bent over and certified the election. The normies don't believe in election fraud when their side wins, but it's a criminal conspiracy when any republican wins. They're not going to wake up if we keep losing like that.
I know it sounds like I'm dooming, but for me it's just a constant barrage of ups and downs and it wears away at you like water over time.
Focus on your close loved ones and make them the priority. A few months ago my anxiety levels went up now than normal. I think it was just too much reality. Too many negative things happened around the world. So I decided to change what I had control of. Stopped watching news on TV and started watching funny, uplifting shows. Then I found 3 or 4 reputable online news sources. I glean those in the morning and then no more news except for here. On one hand it has greatly reduced my daily anxiety. On the other hand I feel like maybe I'm not dealing with reality 😕