I'm right there with you, fren. It's so absurd to read about how many people in their 30's and 40's "suddenly" dying and no one seems to be talking about the elephant in the room. It's staring them right in their faces! If that doesn't get you asking questions, I really don't have hope for you as a sentient being. My family and I are like an island observing all this so in a way I understand how you feel. Although my heart reaches out to my fellow anons here with majority normie families.