Please don't get upset with me. I hesitate posting for fear of being called a doomer. But I also feel that my feelings are shared with many of you, whether you voice your thoughts or not.

I have been vacillating between hope and doom after listening to Amanda Grace and a couple other prophets and then hearing about what is actually happening in the government and the world.

Tonight after reading about the ridiculous military training going on regarding gender, etc. and reading about the Biden reversal of the water bill Trump passed and of course the CDC crap I asked hubby..."How can anything the prophets have said come to pass when all of this is going on and the illegals are invading at a rate that is so big it is unknown. And all the drop dead suddenly are being ignored by the MSM as due to the vax?"

I told him that my realization of the world we currently live in can ONLY be "cured" by a complete destruction of the world we live in and HE would start all over again.

I have often wondered how many times HE has done this. It would explain so many things archeologists have found that go against all the "science" we thought we knew.

It would also explain my belief that, forever the reason, many of us feel as though we lived before. As sci-fi as it sounds, I believe that the people who died before the end; they stay in heaven or hell. Those who died as a result of the end of the world end up starting over in the new world.

I know this sounds way out there, friends, but in order to keep my blood pressure down (which is too high too many times even on medication) I have to believe that I and my family and friends will not be forced to live in the demonic, demoralized, evil, horrible, disgusting, corrupted, etc. world we currently occupy.

When you stand at the 40,000 feet above the world, look at ALL the liberal cities, the 3rd world hellholes, the drag queen crap, the LGBTQ crap, the amount of pedophiles and trafficking's, the transhumanism, the businesses closing because people are being paid to not work, the WEF, Soros, Gates, the NWO, corruption and fraud world-wide, finding out the entire government suppressed our free speech, and you all know I could go on and on and on why this entire world has turned into a clown show.

I am so sick and tired of reading/hearing every day the new corruption that has been found yet not one person, judge, entity, does anything about it. This alone makes me wonder if the world is worth saving, or for that matter if there is anyone who has the authority to bring justice to this world.

The only thing that keeps me going is prayer. Unfortunately, it is sad to pray for this world to end but unless HE performs a miracle I see no alternative.

I will now go back into my shell for a few more weeks. 🙏😢🙏