One part of me feel compassion , the other part feels nothing… I was told I should be raped and beheaded in front of my husband… I know I should be better than that… but I just can’t… hate begets a fuck you, you fucking fuck… I want to be bigger and better,,, but I can’t right now… I know it is wrong,,, I need to find right.. I can’t forgive or forgive what they did and said…
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i know what you mean - its been 3 years now - a ex nurse friend ran into me over christmas and started texting me "it doesnt matter what we each MAY believe". It was 18 mths ago I defriended her because I wasnt interested in the mockery and belittling. Now shes ballooned to a whale and I cant NOT think its poke related since so many have. I feel I should accept some of us just wake up earlier than others yet what would we even talk about? I feel every convo would swing back to convid. I mean our entire families life went belly up due to holding the line, denied medical care, access to retail etc.