It's impacted me quite a lot as well. I have no drive anymore, no excitement, no happiness, and the recent sudden passing of my Fiance's Father doesn't help matters either. 3 years down the toilet is what I say.
Agreed. It's worse now for me than before. I spent COVID really improving myself but I got sick and never really recovered mentally. Every time I try, I end up injuring myself. But I think I end up injuring myself because I don't take as much care as I used to to avoid injuring myself.
There are times where the beckoning of submission invites you in. When nothing really good is happening, it's really hard to keep giving it the middle finger.
Sometimes you just want to sleep, but you find that you can't. Night after night.
It's a benefit to you that you can relate it to the massive propaganda and brainwashing weapons being used against us.
I can relate to the physical exhaustion and overall feeling of doom & gloom as well. Knowing we are not truly a free country is (as mentioned) demoralizing & draining.
Hang in there, I'll add you to my prayers frens.
Here is what I remind myself of every time it overwhelms me: Jesus suffered so much more than I have & did so knowing what He would endure and STILL He chose to endure it. That kind of love cannot be matched by anything in this world!
They can take my money, my material things & even my health, but they can't take away my Savior! I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
I do not know true suffering, and if He could suffer for me, I will suffer these worldly woes knowing He will never abandon me. They can take everything from me but my God, and my God is enough to sustain me through worldly suffering.
Friend don’t do that it’s called despair and it’s a terrible sin. Snap out of it. You have so much to be thankful for! You are special. You know. Your mission to in whatever way you can to be a leader.
It’s as bad as it ever has been these days. Socially isolated. Everyone thinks I am crazy. Wife running around telling lies to everyone that I am crazy. Can’t even show my face at any family events because I don’t want to deal with them anymore.
It's impacted me quite a lot as well. I have no drive anymore, no excitement, no happiness, and the recent sudden passing of my Fiance's Father doesn't help matters either. 3 years down the toilet is what I say.
Agreed. It's worse now for me than before. I spent COVID really improving myself but I got sick and never really recovered mentally. Every time I try, I end up injuring myself. But I think I end up injuring myself because I don't take as much care as I used to to avoid injuring myself.
There are times where the beckoning of submission invites you in. When nothing really good is happening, it's really hard to keep giving it the middle finger.
Sometimes you just want to sleep, but you find that you can't. Night after night.
But I persist in spite of that.
It's a benefit to you that you can relate it to the massive propaganda and brainwashing weapons being used against us. I can relate to the physical exhaustion and overall feeling of doom & gloom as well. Knowing we are not truly a free country is (as mentioned) demoralizing & draining. Hang in there, I'll add you to my prayers frens.
I'm wondering, what's the point anymore?
the point is the freedom to wonder,
and that freedom is worth fighting for.
Here is what I remind myself of every time it overwhelms me: Jesus suffered so much more than I have & did so knowing what He would endure and STILL He chose to endure it. That kind of love cannot be matched by anything in this world!
They can take my money, my material things & even my health, but they can't take away my Savior! I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
I do not know true suffering, and if He could suffer for me, I will suffer these worldly woes knowing He will never abandon me. They can take everything from me but my God, and my God is enough to sustain me through worldly suffering.
It's a fight for the future of the world, that my offspring and their offspring will live in.
That's enough, even if it gets hard sometimes.
Friend don’t do that it’s called despair and it’s a terrible sin. Snap out of it. You have so much to be thankful for! You are special. You know. Your mission to in whatever way you can to be a leader.
We must lead not follow
Despair is what I call living these last 3 years in real time.
It’s as bad as it ever has been these days. Socially isolated. Everyone thinks I am crazy. Wife running around telling lies to everyone that I am crazy. Can’t even show my face at any family events because I don’t want to deal with them anymore.
Are you still married?