I lost trust in the 90s when I went down the rabbit hole of medical treatment and vaccines. I learned that with natural nutrition and theraputics, I no longer had to go to a doctor. I also learned that SIDS was caused by vaccines. A friend told me the story in the 90s, that her daughter was upset because her best friend lost her baby to SIDS. I said that it was caused by vaccines. Then she said " Oh, my God! All that poor mother said was " He was so healthy when I took him in for his shot the day before he died" I decided then that I would never get another vaccine.