Yes, but it's getting a little more hopeful in my situation...I'm no longer met with a cognitive dissonance 'wall', through with the Truth cannot penetrate. Now I get tacit acknowledgement that I'm right. The most frustrating thing is the brainwashing is like an onion...getting through one layer at a time. Each layer offering similar resistance. [i.o.w. "how many times have I been right and 'the experts' been wrong over the past decade?...why do you still hold them above me?"] Never a legit answer, so hopefully I'm starting to drill a hole to the center, if you will.
From the sounds of it you're in a tougher spot, you've got my prayers. I can't really weigh in on the staying or going part, may the holy spirit be your guide.
Yes, but it's getting a little more hopeful in my situation...I'm no longer met with a cognitive dissonance 'wall', through with the Truth cannot penetrate. Now I get tacit acknowledgement that I'm right. The most frustrating thing is the brainwashing is like an onion...getting through one layer at a time. Each layer offering similar resistance. [i.o.w. "how many times have I been right and 'the experts' been wrong over the past decade?...why do you still hold them above me?"] Never a legit answer, so hopefully I'm starting to drill a hole to the center, if you will.
From the sounds of it you're in a tougher spot, you've got my prayers. I can't really weigh in on the staying or going part, may the holy spirit be your guide.