So I haven't been on much the past year/year and a half. I've had a massive amount of personal issues. The past few weeks I've been trying to distance myself from all the trouble, so GAW has been a great source of community for me. I don't post much, but I read and feel like you guys are my friends and telling me the latest I've missed out on. But it seems no matter how much I try to move on from my issues, they follow me. I found out my partner of 10 years was cheating on me for the last 2 that I was with him, and so I packed up and moved to another state. I found someone else I thought cared about me but that didn't work out so well either. I'm pretty much getting it from all angles. Financial problems too and I have a 4 year old daughter. I seemed to have made just a giant mess of my life, and no matter where I turn, I can't seem to fix it. I've been praying to God with my whole heart for months. Crying out to Him with tears in my heart and running down my face, and I get no answers. I'm really trying to stay strong for my little girl and strong in Him and I try to turn to Him but I seem to just be going in the same nauseating circle with no end.
Any prayers at all you guys can throw my way would be greatly appreciated. I am also aware that there are people on this board with bigger problems than mine, and in no way am I trying to downplay that or make out that my problems are more important. So please pray for them first, and if you have time please try to remember me. I just feel so alone and helpless.
God bless you all, frens. WWG1WGA
No, I meant to send it to our your LQdy Fren in need. But I wanted you to know that I recommend people to get in touch with you.π€π
Thanks for believing in me and recommending me. I will be visiting Freeman Chapel Church today. It looks relatively small and on the edge of town. They start at 10:00 so I will have to leave earlier today. Who knows...this could be the one. I want George to feel at home and encouraged about it too. So we'll see. God bless.
I wish I could find myself a nice Parish: a few local nice people hoping to better themselves through Altruism and Faith. Until then, GAW is my Parish.ππ»π
You are where God leads you. This is where your happiness lays. Don't worry, if God wants you in a Church, he will pick one out for you.
I just fed the crows whilst leaving an hunt camera on so I guess I shall mount it later with a QnDJ mix. Sometimes in Winter, thereβs also seagulls on my Berner roof.π€π
Are you that close to the water that you have seagulls? How nice. I have lots of cardinals, bluejays, and robins around my home. Also last summer George came running inside and had me go look at one of the Largest Woodpeckers I've ever seen in my entire life. It was HUGE. I'll bet it was a foot long or larger. You would have had to see it to believe it.
No, quite far in the middle of Switzerland, but this part of the town is built around a river meander. I guess they got lost during a migration and liked it there. Sooner today I saw a video of a Magpie putting some pebbles in a bottle to get the water level high enough to drink. Magpies are flying assholes, but still stylish and clever ones.π€π