H1N1, my older brother and myself developed a pneumonia the doctors couldn't identify. He did not survive, I was told the ambulance turned the lights off halfway to the hospital when i was in it, resuscitated at the hospital, spent two weeks in an induced coma, woke up with amnesia and delusions, was seeing and hearing things which were not real (probably from whatever drugs i was on) a week later moved out of ICU once i passed psych eval and started remembering who I was on my own. hair fell out.. three weeks of physical therapy. one week at home then back to work with restrictions. The entire time I was in the hospital my mother forbid anyone to talk about my brother, I had assumed he was at the VA Hospital instead. I didn't find out that he was dead until I was in physical therapy. I would not have fought to live if I knew he was dead. that was about 10 years ago. I struggle with the loss of the most significant person in my life still.