If only I didn't have some level of Autism that directs my thoughts to the issue/puzzle/problem/thing to learn/item of interest, that seems most important to me at the time.
Been this way all my life. It's hard. Been told I have a one track mind all my life. It's almost impossible to change interests until I have it all figured out. I used to love it, it's hard now. Need a break.
I can't even enjoy a video game anymore. Sure I can play for a bit, but then my mind goes to work on all of this.
Still I enjoy the movie as Q told me too. But I wish it was over so I could concentrate on literally anything else.
If only I didn't have some level of Autism that directs my thoughts to the issue/puzzle/problem/thing to learn/item of interest, that seems most important to me at the time.
Been this way all my life. It's hard. Been told I have a one track mind all my life. It's almost impossible to change interests until I have it all figured out. I used to love it, it's hard now. Need a break.
I can't even enjoy a video game anymore. Sure I can play for a bit, but then my mind goes to work on all of this.
Still I enjoy the movie as Q told me too. But I wish it was over so I could concentrate on literally anything else.