
FELLOW AMPHIBIANS! It's okay to feel grouchy about this never-ending, slow-motion horror show. We're all in this together. Frogs, be extra cozy with each other in the comments this week! Can you feel it? Something is just around the corner. It's about to get WEIRD!
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LET'S GOOoOoooo!!!

You seem to be on the edge of realization.
None of what you say is true. That the way you see yourself and the world disgusts you may mean that the illusion that is depressing you is about to fall away.
Here's a bit of help. The perceiver inside you, itself, cannot be perceived. What is perceived is not the perceiver.
So what?
Well, the perceiver is the most intimate - is you. You cannot perceive yourself.
What then are you?