I don't drink often, but when I do I get ridiculously drunk, I become a monster. Im surrounded by some of the best people in the world, but I always end up doing or saying something i can hardly deal with the next day, aside from that, they are more than forgiving. I just recently had a bout of this for my birthday. I generally think this is because I bottle my feelings and the only way I know how to release them is by blacking out and throwing a temper tantrum or sobbing. Its crazy because I'm a grown man. I hate it, i actually hate it. Its like I never grew up, a child stuck in an aging body. I tell myself it wont happen again. Then after months i go out for a beer or a drink and wake up embarrassed seeing flashes of this animal mixed with absolutely nothingness. Wondering what i did or said. While not really wanting to know. If any of you are dealing with this or have, what helped? I dont mind if you Share some embarrassing moments you've dealt with or just how to deal with it. Thanks, this place is the only place I know to ask because I don't have anyone else to talk too.
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There's a reason that booze is called SPIRITS.
I'm not going to get all deep into details... just know that possession by demonic energies is very real.
Perhaps stop all booze consumption except for one glass for a special occasion and be sure to speak aloud a toast or declaration of why the occasion is worthy of celebration. It's all about your intention and moderation.
You must make a conscious CHOICE about how you will conduct yourself in future social drinking situations and then STICK TO IT.
All the best to you, fren. When each of us improves our thoughts, words, and actions to align more with Natural Laws/God's Laws the entire group is also uplifted. This is how I interpret WHERE WE GO ONE, WE GO ALL.