I do stand up but haven’t really delved into the vax with stand up yet, it’s all very sad to me, so I have not been able to find an angle. I think I found one recently in this absolutely terrifying commercial produced by Banner Health where a very scared woman has her titty shoved into a machine and the machine is a very expensive machine. The procedure is arguably not necessary. The whole setup reeks of just pure salesmanship of fear…and it made me laugh in that my mom died of breast cancer but EVEN THEN I cannot see a path to just accepting at face value a thing the medical community says, ANYMORE.

That’s interesting to me in that it’s so very dangerous because what if something is actually going on and we need to listen and nobody listens?

I feel like we have never been more vulnerable.

And in the absence of a control mechanism, I actually feel like ultimate freedom is available because I literally can only count on my bullshit meter and it’s off the charts honed in.

In a way, through the chaos, I am at peace.

None of that is funny yet but I can find some spots.