I do not attend church as much as I did when my son was young, I even taught Sunday School for a few years. As my prayer life increased, and he grew, I went less and less. Not for any reason, woke or unwoke, awake or asleep, I resign from secular debates when I step into the sanctuary. Scripture makes it plain enough what we should be doing and thinking, I am not the preacher, I am a worshipper. There are times I crave to break bread with others, and much more time to be alone with my God. I have turned into a happier woman because of this. I do take a Sabbath day every week, and it is my rest. Christ will return, I do not know when, or what he will do when that happens, it's out of my hands. I seek to be reverent, which to me, means that my opinions or enlightenment are only spoken if asked. Church is not the place for that, in my opinion.I do encourage others to make time for that relationship with God and his Holy Spirit, and I do this with much enthusiasm, that's all.