i lost my dad nearly 3 years ago & i still think about him every, single day. i sometimes think about the arguments or not-so-great moments between us & i regret all of it. i never told him in person how proud i was of him & how much i owed him for helping me in life.

don't sever your relationship with your parents, no matter how blinded or brainwashed they are. they have their faults to work out, just as you & i do, all of us.

be thankful they are allowing you back home, so take this time to focus on creating real stability for yourself.

auto detail is something my dad taught me when i was a teenager, so its a job that you can find pretty much anywhere in a place with some car lots. they also have jobs for going to auctions & driving the cars back to be serviced & detailed before put on the lot.

yard work is plentiful this time of year.

apprenticeships would be an avenue to look into.

i would recommend food delivery like Doordash, as you are technically an individual contractor, so i've not dealt with mandates, etc. , but you would obviously need your car repaired for that.

above all though, put your faith & life in the hands of the Lord God. Pray for guidance, strength & knowledge. i will pray that for you now.

good luck anon! stand tall