I’m someone who has struggled to see the forest for trees most of my life. I easily get caught up in worries and doubts. I am working on my faith and my trust in everything working out for our greatest good, even when it feels like I’m caught in the flames of the dumpster fire.
I’ve been nervous as heck due to vaccine mandates affecting my professional and personal life not getting dropped. After years of struggle, I kept wondering why God would finally open a door for me if these mandates were going to slam it shut.
Last night, as I was going to sleep, Spirit moved me to check the requirement website once again. Lo and behold, everything is back to recommended, not mandated. I cried tears of joy at the sight.
In case you, like me, feel lost in the chaos of our world today, I hope this offers an uplifting reminder that God never leaves us, even when we cannot see Him. That he listens to and answers our prayers. And that, sometimes, we must simply lean into the reality that He always delivers, just on His timing.
I too am wavering in and out of where you are as well. I've always been a person who goes only for the "sure bet" and never took risks. Life has had it's twists and turns that's for sure. I have been so much deeper in prayer these past 6 years as a result of all that's going on. I do remember to thank God each day for the blessings he gives me each day, big or small. I even thank him for a handicap parking spot opening just when I need it at the time. Thankfully, I know God is ALWAYS there beside me.