https://twitter.com/TheKelliAmirah/status/1668050242221006848
I can't even comment. I have strayed from my faith in the past 20 years, but it is stuff like this that is making me want to go back.
EDIT:
The tweet is protected, as this demon (I can't say it was a human) was probably getting massive hate and death threats. Here is the gist:
Basically it was a tweet saying something along the lines of "Celebrating Hot Girl Summer", and it was a picture of a cake saying "Congratulations its an A Bortion!"
And cake had picture of a black women shooting a black baby through a hoop.
Vile.
Edit 2: Here is the image, but not the original tweet (thanks @Patriot454):
https://twitter.com/HonorTheLordGod/status/1669421805101109267?s=20
How evil.
Your OP said you strayed from your faith, but God has not left you, fren. That you are repulsed by this is proof.
All you need is Him, His Son, and His Spirit. Church and religion are manmade constructs and subject to all kinds of flaws. Seek His wisdom and discernment and you will know when you are where He wants you to be. Talk to Him anytime, just as you are. He loves you and you are His, and He is the only sure haven against the brutality of this world.
I do not mean to make assumptions, give unsolicited advice, or be dramatic - I was compelled to write.