This is so depressing. I’m so sorry for the way we are Lord. You know your creations. We should all know that there is only one true enemy, and his name is Satan. To know that vengeance will be yours keeps me from taking matters into my own hands, which would only be what the enemy wants. It’s hard Lord. It’s difficult to stand by physically, knowing I would be of good use. But to whom? Yes, to whom. It wouldn’t be for you Lord. I would want it to be. But then I would become what the enemy wants. So physically I will pray to you Father. It’s my best option. And to use your Word, my sword, to lash out at the enemy. I’m not as trained as I should be. I can do better. Help me, help us do better. Please forgive us for our sins and where we fail you Lord. I’m your name, a name above all names, Jesus, I pray these things. Amen.