Many times, if I see a clip of DJT or a short video of him interacting with people, etc., tears of hope and gratitude and sorrow well from my eyes momentarily. "Please protect Donald Trump" comes a silent prayer to my lips, unstoppable. "Thank you Father" I pray.

And, fren, I'm not an American....

Yes, the election thing in 2020 and January 2021 was a period that anons like myself, and others like you, went through a dark night of the soul. As I mentioned, it took my 6 months just to process. Anons expected so many things to happen. Not just on Nov 3, but after, each week, each day, each moment. It was gut-wrenching.

Once Jan 20, 21 rolled over, I think many of us went into a form of shock. I did. I had to put Q aside. For several months. I just simply could not figure it out. What was going on? What was the purpose of the Q operation, if not for this election? Nothing made sense any more, so I put things aside, and focused on my home territory.

I happen to live in the most locked down city in the world. 20 and 21 were total Orwellian lunacy. Over 2 years, we had some 6 individual lockdowns, 263 days in total, the longest of any country or city around the world. No travel allowed more than 3 miles from your home, without a special permit. No working allowed except in special "essential services" and then you needed a work permit to travel. Maximum of 1 hour shopping per day, per home/family. Maximum of 1 person allowed to do that shopping. Maximum of 1 hour each day allowed for exercise outside of the home. Maximum of 2 people from the same home allowed to exercise together. Curfew of 9pm to 6am. Must wear mask at ALL times when outside the home. People were being stopped, fined, threatened, etc, when violating any of these rules.

So, I had plenty to focus on. I began networking and organizing with others forming local groups and resistance networks.

But over the course of '21, I found myself coming back to the Q community. Slowly, things started to make sense. Slowly. If you ever tap in to Pepe Lives Matter on telegram, he constantly emphasizes how difficult the terrain has been for anons, but how important.

https://t.me/PepeMatter

Keep your questioning process. This is NOT about simply believing. It's not. True and potent belief comes through understanding. The goal is understanding, and understanding guides and reinforces belief.

To summarize, the great awakening is a dual process.

One, the external awakening, is about learning the truth about the world, the matrix, the mechanisms evil has been using to control and manipulate us.

Two, the internal awakening, is about developing understanding, fortitude, internal endurance, emotional strength, resilience, in order to digest and overcome the emotional / spiritual swings.

We are constantly hit by expectations & disappointments, but it's all part of the internal terrain we need to cross. It's part of the process of unplugging from the matrix.

True faith never comes without confronting doubt, fear, questioning. In truth, there are three stages of faith: Childlike faith, adolescent-like faith, and mature faith.

Childlike faith is the first faith. We accept, embrace, without conditions and uncritically. It's a pure form of faith, but not mature, and not resilient.

Adolescent-like faith is the second faith. We begin to question. Our critical faculty starts working. We ask, doubt, wonder. We push and pull on the limits of what we believe and understand. We grapple and we struggle. This is the faith which is most difficult. It's faith being challenged, but its also the faith that, if traversed with perseverance, internal honesty and determination, leads to the third faith.

Mature faith is the third faith. It is faith with understanding. It is faith with endurance and balance. It is where reasoning and logic, where evidence all work together to support and enhance faith. It is where faith shifts from 'belief' into 'knowing', where experience affirms our understanding and faith.

It's not just America that needs to be free. American was created and founded by God to be the First Born, the Beacon, the Beachhead. And, America has stumbled, but only because the Enemy has hated America more than any nation on the Earth. But God is not finished with America. And God has done what he did and paid the price necessary to reclaim and restore America, and the world.

There is no getting away from the fact that part of the Great Awakening is our own internal journey. So be of good courage. Millions and millions and millions all around the world are experiencing this, right now. We are at the front of the wave, where the water is crashing and breaking most energetically. But the swell that is developing behind us..... Oh, fren.... It will sweep the Earth clean.

So let us be grateful for the tribulation, the exhaustion, the difficulty of this journey. Because we are making it that much easier for those who will follow being us.

Someone did that for us. Now it's our turn to do that for others.

God bless you fren. Welcome to the Great Awakening.