Took me a while to realize it and not sure I was going to post about it but is anyone else on some wierd sleep countdown
For a while now I wake up exactly one minute earlier then the day before. No idea why. I used to wake up with an alarm clock at 6am that I would fight till 6:30.
I’m waking up at 3:48 now, yesterday it was 3:49 and the day before 3:50 and I guarantee after posting this I’ll be up at 3:47
I tried going to bed late, early, drinking, no drinking, cut coffee whatever every day I’m up a minute before the last.
It’s freaky and I’m not any more tired then before.
It’s wierd af and I’ll let you know when I get to 0:00 :D
Woke up earlier after a dream where I could not find the remote control for the TV. Both my kids were in the room and not really attempting to help me search. Which would be unlikely in real life as they have moved away some distance and I live alone.
I thought about it for a while wondering what it meant. It's showing me that I am fearful of losing control. It's hard when you have been a dad for years looking after your children closely, then suddenly over a fairly short period you are not. Of course that's natural that they grow up and have their own lives.
But that's the way your subconscious works and I am always able to figure out my dreams if I think carefully enough.