Took me a while to realize it and not sure I was going to post about it but is anyone else on some wierd sleep countdown
For a while now I wake up exactly one minute earlier then the day before. No idea why. I used to wake up with an alarm clock at 6am that I would fight till 6:30.
I’m waking up at 3:48 now, yesterday it was 3:49 and the day before 3:50 and I guarantee after posting this I’ll be up at 3:47
I tried going to bed late, early, drinking, no drinking, cut coffee whatever every day I’m up a minute before the last.
It’s freaky and I’m not any more tired then before.
It’s wierd af and I’ll let you know when I get to 0:00 :D
I had a dream one night, and into my twilight sleep zone. When I woke up I immediately wrote this:
Last night I dreamed a prayer, and in my sleeping mind
I saw my savior Jesus there in perfect form sublime
In life I tend to carry sin in grief that’s hard to shake
But here I felt no weight within, like when I am awake
I stood in his consuming grace, completely wrapped in love
Carried in his warm embrace that held me like a glove
And in the mist of slumber, in the light of Christ ablaze
All the saved in number, sang to our lord this praise.
God mine, father divine, not my will but thine
On my knee, I give to thee, all my love God mine
Frankly, Sir, I do my best to handle it myself. When the going is really tough, that is when I make that call. I know He is there.