I think this is it. Seeing the levels of denialism, gullibility and sheer willingness to be deceived in almost everyone around me, I am convinced they are terrified of reality being anything other than their programming. Then seeing how much they rabidly defend their paradigms if you threaten them with any notion that they are wilfully oblivious to widespread corruption, evil, deceit, genocide, eugenics etc in plain sight, whether via scamdemics, jabs, wars, disease, emergent technocracy etc… I have been shunned by otherwise rational people for bringing their gullibility, cowardice and susceptibility to propaganda and deference to authority into focus. Reminds me of the quote attributed to Aldous Huxley:

“There will be, in the next generation or so, a pharmacological method of making people love their servitude, and producing dictatorship without tears, so to speak, producing a kind of painless concentration camp for entire societies, so that people will in fact have their liberties taken away from them, but will rather enjoy it”