This is personal, I’m sorry mods. But I don’t know where else to turn.
I’m dealing with a lot of health issues at the moment. I’ve developed an eating disorder that I can’t seem to overcome on my own. It’s getting very bad. In specific, it’s ARFID, and a fear of any food I eat causing anaphylaxis.
This was likely brought on because I’ve entered perimenopause and my hormones have gone insane. And my stress has been high since last November because of family health issues (nonvaxxed). Constantly an anxious wreck.
So now I’m at a point where I need intervention. But that’s going to be medicine and I know it. I do not trust hormone pills - when I was on birth control it made me very suicidal. And I don’t trust anxiety medicine either, because…duh lol. Also don’t trust supplements and can’t afford the more trustworthy ones. I need vitamin C.
Frankly I don’t trust doctors, either. Especially with this bullshit second round of Covid.
Im also broke. Can’t afford any kind of treatment except if I were to be sent to the ER and be billed, then I just wouldn’t be able to pay it. I lost Medicaid last month because our Covid mandates ended.
What would you do?
I pray to God constantly about this but it just keeps getting worse.
I remember being so excited about med beds being five years away seven years ago. I hope I make it long enough to see what comes after the cabal is defeated. I seem to be rapidly deteriorating last few years. No more doctors. What will be will be.
I have no advice, but I'll commiserate with you, and lend you my ear, heart, and shoulder.
I think I might have MS. Been having seizures for over a year now and they are getting longer more frequent and scarier. Every time I come back from one we joke about the "this is fine meme" but it isn't. I know it isn't. My local medical facility had me blacklisted over mask noncompliance years ago. I bounce between hurting, sad, pissed, and at peace with it.
Me too! I pray for them every night. I never fully bought into them because they sound way too good to be true, but finally getting them would be miraculous for me and my family, and you too.
I'm so sorry to hear what's happening to you. That's so terrible and I wish there was something I could to help. I've prayed for you and an improvement in your health. It sounds so scary.
Pardon my language, but it's fucking infuriating that you've been blacklisted from medical care over the retarded mask stuff.
Sincerely, I hope things get so much better for you very quickly.