Me too. At first I felt anger for the "system" and pity for sheep. They used their children to coerce their own family members to get a shot.

Now I can't even look at them -- I am trying not to hate them but the disgust I feel towards them is growing and is pretty much the same thing.

The hurt & turmoil they caused doesn't even compare to the hurt & turmoil headed their way .... I have nothing to console them with when it starts either.