Hey, you sound like me throughout my late teens and through to the end of my twenties! I too thought I was too smart to believe the Bible is true, but after accepting Jesus as my Savior, I read the Bible, completely, and although there are parts that still don't make sense to me, the big picture makes total sense. It's a matter of first you believe, and then you will see. Your angry outbursts in regard to spiritual matters is actually a good sign; those who remain quiet in their disbelief in God are the ones who are more likely to never believe the truth of the Bible.
Hey, you sound like me throughout my late teens and through to the end of my twenties! I too thought I was too smart to believe the Bible is true, but after accepting Jesus as my Savior, I read the Bible, completely, and although there are parts that still don't make sense to me, the big picture makes total sense. It's a matter of first you believe, and then you will see. Your angry outbursts in regard to spiritual matters is actually a good sign; those who remain quiet in their disbelief in God are the ones who are more likely to never believe the truth of the Bible.