I hate how I feel when I am that angry, of course nothing will come of it, a strong breeze could tip me over at this point in my life. My struggle is in some of the shows I enjoy, there is violence in them, and it does not bother me, I cannot watch children, women, or animals get violently treated, but I do love some of those gangster movies and I loved a show called Banshee, Boardwalk Empire, etc, and crime novels that chase serial killers. I am sure a man of the cloth would disapprove that it may be harming my soul. I figure that anyone who is living and breathing today, descended from various backrounds, our evolving to be alive now came from ancestors who were no strangers to violence, either they knew how to fight or knew how to be crafty and run like hell.