Sounds like a fruitful psychotic episode. Mine concur; the material world is one of quantity, while the higher worlds are qualitative.
When we're high it's easy to just slip into these sorts of thoughts. If we don't have to expend much of our own energy in order to bring ourselves to these thoughts, then who drove us to them? When we're sober, it's fully our choice. We're consciously driving, not slipping away.
Sounds like a fruitful psychotic episode. Mine concur; the material world is one of quantity, while the higher worlds are qualitative.
When we're high it's easy to just slip into these sorts of thoughts. If we don't have to expend much of our own energy in order to bring ourselves to these thoughts, then who drove us to them? When we're sober, it's fully our choice. We're consciously driving, not slipping away.