In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.
I had a "psychotic episode" after taking an edible and I think I finally understand what this means. Earth is undifferentiated matter. It's pure quantity without the perception of quality. It's how reality looks without assigning names or identity.
Heaven is the meaning that breathes life and relevance into everything. It's what actually makes a thing a thing instead of just random incomprehensible matter.
In my experience, heaven was separated from earth. They were staring face to face for the first time in my life. Heaven looked upon a completely intangible body of creation that seemed totally unfamiliar. I felt the weight of gravity and experienced the earth moving. I felt all the strange phenomenon constantly happening that I trained myself to ignore through experience. I perceived the strangeness of my existence.
So much of the world is shaped by our perception. It's horrifying actually. You know how strange it feels when you look through a microscope and see how weird everything looks up close? That's no weirder than anything else you've ever seen. It's just shaped by heaven which makes the earth seem comprehensible and thus normal.
I'm still trying to figure out the implications to this and what it means for our world. There's no doubt the elites know this and make use of it against us.
Sounds like a fruitful psychotic episode. Mine concur; the material world is one of quantity, while the higher worlds are qualitative.
When we're high it's easy to just slip into these sorts of thoughts. If we don't have to expend much of our own energy in order to bring ourselves to these thoughts, then who drove us to them? When we're sober, it's fully our choice. We're consciously driving, not slipping away.
Heaven is the spiritual and earth is the physical. The earth is the universe, not just our planet. Heaven gives life to the physical.
I believe that we are co-creators with God. Get your head around that and then choose how things are to be. Talk to God about it and He'll show you.
Remember that fear is from the evil one and it can only control you if you let it. Don't get hung-up on feeling unworthy. None of us are worthy of what God wants for us. He's the good father and He knew everything about you before you did and He loves you more than you can understand. He also made everything in the universe so your issues are incredibly easy for Him to help you with.
"I believe that we are co-creators with God. .... He also made everything in the universe...."
Your statement is internally contradictory.
"In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth...." Get your head around that, and leave it right there.
Put down the bong.
You do you fren. Oh yea, thanks for raising marines.